Poly + Amor + O + Us

i, the jealous pet, was given the offer to be with the perfect Master, but in a polyamorous family.

Poly + ... + Us

This is the one thing that is holding me back: the fact that there will be slaves other than myself. Is there no contentment? Or is more really the merrier?

As for me, i imagine i will be quite the competitive slave should there be others around me. i am certain that i will strive to be the best slave, as i do even when i am the only slave my Master has. i want to be the one taken on the most walks, the one told to do the most chores, the favorite. my desire to be the best will most likely disrupt the balance of their relationship.

Then again, my coming into T/their lives might not be so bad. Perhaps the other slaves will get in on the competition and my Master will be more satisfied than ever. Maybe.

All I know is that when I'm denied the love and attention I so crave, I will be upset. Very upset.

Amor = Love

I suppose in a relationship such as this there is enough love to go around, not only from the Master but also from the fellow slaves. This is something that my Master has been trying to get into my head, but i haven't quite internalized it just yet.

i am trying to look back on my life and see that, yes, maybe at more than one point in my life i had loved two people equally but differently, and at the same time. Explaining this is never easy; people never understand. But it is possible, if only the person is willing. There is the possibility of unlimited love that is enough to satisfy anyone's craving for it.

O is for Orgasm

If there is love waiting, there is definitely some orgasms waiting to happen in that relationship. Group sex, although it seems overrated, is actually wonderful when done with the right people, doing the right things.

my only hesitation is that i am probably to selfish to want to share my Master. i will say that any slave willing to have me is more than welcome. hypocritical, yes. lusty, oh yes.

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i have tried to exhaust all thoughts i have on this matter. whether this will help me make my decision to join my Master, i don't know. i certainly hope it does.