Are you lonely too?

Some time ago I had a Mistress who trained me well, made me her very own for more than three years. When the relationship ended, I am left without someone to guide me and life has not been the same.

That is not to say that I'm not seeing anyone because I am. He's lived a vanilla life and I (the sub) am trying to initiate him into the wonderful world of BDSM. I haven't had much luck and suffice it to say that a submissive should never have to train the Master. The way I talk about might lead you to believe that I don't love him, but I do love him, in fact. If only he could be a better, firmer Master.

Right now, a Master has found me online. He seems loving enough, but that's not what attracts me to him. Our philosophies on BDSM are more or less the same, and I cannot begin to tell you how difficult that is to find. Anyway, I intend to stay under his wing as long as he'll have me.

This blog is to keep track of my adventures, so that if something goes wrong, I can retrace my steps and do it over. Conversely, if something goes very well, I can retrace my steps and do it again. Also, the nature of the topic makes it difficult to find someone to talk to about it; this should be an effective outlet.